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Sunday, December 20, 2009
What I'm scared of


Title: What I'm scared of

I'm scared of being lied to,
I can’t tell anyone what I'm feeling,
I can never say what's really important,
I just keep running away.

I'm scared of losing to others,
I'll do whatever I can to win,
I wish to keep a hold on all that I have,
I don't want to lose anything precious anymore.

I'm scared to facing reality,
I find confusion and frustration when I do,
I keep getting hurt over and again,
I seek solace in my own insanity.

I'm scared of losing myself,
I don't know what I should and shouldn't do,
I won't be able to gauge my limits,
I feel that I'd become a different person.

I'm scared of falling in love,
I fear the pain that I felt once before,
I'm afraid I'll be abandoned if I did,
I know I'm an idiot for thinking this way.

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