Saturday, February 19, 2011
汝星合拍的 两人的脚步声
与远方逐渐传来的 冬之音重叠
并肩得美丽的 两个人影
春天相遇的你 稍微长高了一些
共享相同当下的我们却梦见了不同的明天
「这样也无所谓」微微笑着
你的笑容看起来却太难过
几乎像是自豪般的 什么都做不到
想要待在你身边 只能如此希望
即使一切 都消失不见了
我们此刻找到的事物
永远在此地
不断闪闪发光
相触的指稍 流入的温度
与你合而为一 唯一的瞬间
熟悉的街道 始终不变的我
被放置遗忘于 流逝而去的季节之中
我们在分离的世界 假装着相互理解
直到能伸手碰触到那颗星星的日子到来之前
还需要堆叠多少思念呢
几乎像要满溢而出般地 爱着你
向黎明前刻的星星们 深深祈愿
纵使一切 终将消失而去
残留到最后 唯一的
微弱光芒
是我们所找到的答案
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2:08 AM
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Title: I Wanna Be Your World
Someday I will tell you,
Do you remember this little wish?
Outside my broken memories,
It feels like a dream I can't wake up from.
I look at what lies before your eyes.
I never seem to understand it but,
What's your outlook on the world?
Are you aware that,
I wanna be your world.
(I wanna be your world)
My feelings want to reach you,
But they are interrupted by a cold wall.
I fear that it's something that can't be changed.
This scenery melts down.
The moonlight shines upon you,
An unbreakable light, just like your shadow.
I always said, "I can't get close to you!"
My tears fade away,
I wanna be your world.
(I wanna be your world)
This distance between you and me doesn't make sense,
This far, far sky is collapsing.
I see the stars falling from it,
And your figure disappearing too.
Just a little more to pierce through this glass wall,
I reach out my hand to touch you.
A rain of stardust falls upon us,
And it becomes one
(I wanna be your world)
I look at what lies before your eyes.
I never seem to understand it but,
What's your outlook on the world?
Are you aware that,
I wanna be your world.
(I wanna be your world)
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1:06 AM
Monday, January 24, 2011
Title: 3, 2, 1, AliceThere was a trio of brothers,
Triplets if you must know.
They cut up dogs and some cats,
You’d wish they’d reap what they sow.
There was a pair of siblings,
A brother and sister duo.
They wanted to stop the triplet’s crimes,
But in the end they dared not go.
There was a little girl called Alice,
Whose skin was as white as snow.
She saw the tormentors and the cowards,
In her mind a plan started to grow.
She invited them all to tea and cakes,
And smiled when they said no.
They died in their sleep after several nights,
Only Alice knew why it was so.
So bullies of the weak and helpless,
And those with a timid soul.
You all are equally unrighteous,
Just hope that Alice doesn’t show.
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Hahas I had a lot of fun writing this... after all... it's Alice's debut! Hahas...
To me... this little girl named Alice is my personification of death. Some people have the Grim Reaper(with a skull head and dark hooded cloak with a death scythe), or a Shinigami(Bleach or Death Note take your pick), or even Azarel(the angel of death) But to me... death is like a whimsical little girl who'd came and goes as she pleases. Sometimes childishly sadistic and at other times gentle and sweet.
I had her on my mind for quite awhile now but didn't quite manage to find a way to put her in my writings. So I'm satisfied that I can debut her this way:)
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Well I went out with Bernice today, met up at Causeway Point, ate some food, did some shopping and wasted a trip to the library. Hahas... had sadistic pleasure keeping her in suspense to keep her guessing what her Xmas and Bday presents are:) hahas... You don't have to feel guilty la silly girl:) It's what friends do for each other... or at least what I do for friends:) I hope you take care dear sis... Love ya lots:)
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9:17 PM
Sunday, December 19, 2010
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you,
I love you anyway
Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
That's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you, no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
That's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what
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12:21 PM
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Title: Nightly Wishes
Nearly every night before I slumber,
I refrain myself from wishing you good night.
Though such a conviction is simple,
It still gives birth to a heart wrenching emotion.
But as I cry myself to sleep tonight,
I wish you sweet dreams silently from within my heart.
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10:57 AM
Thursday, November 25, 2010
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
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7:12 PM
Friday, October 1, 2010
Title: Watch
In the morning light,
I awoke from slumber,
A shiver went up my spine,
They were watching me.
During midday,
Under the scorching sun,
I sensed eyes upon me,
I was being watched.
At afternoon,
While eating my luncheon,
I saw them clearly now,
With their watchful gaze.
Evening has come,
I rested for the day,
A tingle at my neck,
Told me of the watch.
With the cold night,
I tucked myself in bed,
Trying to fall asleep,
Under watchers sight.
Stroke of midnight,
Their presence still linger,
Growing strong all this time,
Safeguarding my heart.
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9:12 PM
Friday, September 10, 2010
Title: True Feelings
I have forgotten so much,
The dying beauty of the sunset,
The triumphant glory of the rising sun,
All are lost in the sea of my memories.
I have given up so much,
The willingness to share my life,
The peaceful acceptance in my soul,
All surrendered to a dark past.
I have hated so much,
The simple reality of my existence,
The waxing and waning of my desires,
All are undeniable yet pointless.
I have learnt so much,
The bonds with others that cause pain,
The compassion for others a torture,
All are fleeting in the sands of time.
I have wished for so much,
The tender touch of true love,
The beating of my destined heart,
All feel ethereal within my grasp.
But when I know my true feelings,
On that day at that time,
I’ll give them all to you,
Then I can pass my words on to eternity.
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A poem inspired by KOKORO hahas... about someone who learns about emotions and dedicated them to her creator :)
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4:19 PM
Friday, June 4, 2010
Title: Covenant
Forge with me a covenant,
That transcends all limitations.
In return I’ll give you strength,
And as your supporter,
I will serve you forever!
Henceforth we embark on a journey,
Of growth, discovery and wonder.
While you learn to rely on me,
I will strive to be worthy of you,
Together we mould our destinies.
Adapting to one another gradually,
Our feelings and souls will resonate.
Just as my smile mirrors yours,
Your heartbeat echoes mine,
In time we shall become one.
Even if the world becomes your enemy,
I will still choose to protect you.
This is my promise,
So please just stay there,
Smiling like you always do.
Focus on your dreams,
Believe that they will come true.
So dry your eyes my friend,
As I am ever by your side,
And I will never let you down.
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A poem I've written a long time ago to remind me to be faithful to the promises I've made to my friends :)
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11:40 PM
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Title: I Will Find You
You were afraid that you would disappear,
That you would be lost and forgotten.
I held you tight against the dark,
And said that I would always come for you.
Then one day it happened,
You were torn from my arms and vanished.
Maybe you don’t remember my promise,
But I meant every word.
I hope you’re not afraid wherever you are,
You don’t need to be.
I’m not.
I will find you.
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5:12 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Title: Realization
Someone once declared…
That he was scared of making promises,
He felt that his words were like chains,
Burdens which were binding and permanent.
But doesn’t it feel satisfying?
When you can faithfully carry out those oaths?
He also said…
That he dreads the future,
To him the future is like a whirlpool,
Confusing and yet undeniable.
But isn’t it exciting?
Molding a destiny of your choosing?
That guy told me…
That he was afraid of falling in love,
Letting his heart be in the hands of another,
The potential of hurt too much to handle.
But it must feel great right?
Being set free from all the suffering of life?
I was and am that person,
But now I will fear no longer.
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1:49 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010
Title: To me
To me,
She's like the sun.
She's always honest to her feelings.
She's like a bright, shining light.
I want to see what that ray of light will bring in the end.
Together with her.
To me,
I'm like the night.
I'm always hiding my feelings.
I'm like a dark, concealing shroud.
I want to see what that shroud will be pierced by in the end.
Alone by myself.
To me,
We're like the twilit sky.
We're always confused over our feelings.
We're like an ancient, faded mirror.
I want to see what that mirror will reflect in the end.
With everyone else.
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This poem is inspired by Pandora Hearts. One of the characters said something similar to the first stanza, the moment I heard it I thought to myself,"That's so beautiful!" and after I let my imagination run a little I made this poem. Hahas...
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12:11 AM
Monday, January 11, 2010
Title: A Loving Heart
My heart will no longer be straying
Now I live life aligned to calling
Storms will surely come void of warning
Leaving me behind twisted burning
Friends will speak to me concerning
All my world to ashes turning
Even with endless suffering
Let my lips cry out in blessing
I lean not on my own understanding
But put trust the Lord’s higher planning
Let my mind be transformed by renewing
Never again to this world conforming
My light against the darkness glowing
A beacon to all the lost despairing
Though my passing life may be fleeting
It doesn’t make it less worth living
Every new day I will be praying
That my weak heart can keep on loving
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Wow... I think this is the 1st time I wrote a poem that actually rhymes. Hahas... just a little thought I had when I wrote it...
Poems to me are just my way of illustrating and venting my emotions... some people have gaming, some sports, some work, some cut themselves, some cry, some rage... I have poems hahas...
I was thinking of my world going up in flames and everything burning to ashes. General suffering and torment hounding me every waking moment and nightmares intrude my mind in slumber. But I chose to continue living righteously and happily. And to do that is to simply love life. No matter what storms come my way, this is the only life I have, and I refuse to give in to despair and waste away the sands of time in my life especially on things I have no control over.
I think I'll give a little discussion on the circles of control we have in our life in the next post... it's gonna be good... because it's something I need to hear as well hahas... I'll give a little preview:
As a guy I face pressures in life that I cannot escape from, such as being a defender of the people close to me, or going to NS, or being a good role model for my younger brother. Some things I cannot escape from and even if I feel unprepared to face it, it is beyond my control.
So what the heck am I supposed to do?
Hahas... I'll continue in the next post.
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Scars indicate where we've been. They don't dictate where we're going.
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5:13 PM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Title: Ambiguous Dream
I once had a small dream,
I dreamt that I was surrounded by people,
They loved me sincerely without agenda,
And I loved them back without reservation.
When I awoke the dream still felt vivid,
It filled me with longing and hope,
But the sobering reality of life hit me,
And I drowned in the nightmare of living.
As the days come and go,
Distress kept building up,
And only time passes by,
Leaving behind a lone voice of this dream.
I have always kept it in my heart,
Using it as a source of inner strength.
Whenever things seem hopeless,
It gives me the push I needed to go on.
It was just a small dream,
Too ambiguous to call a goal.
It nevertheless was the dream,
That saw me through my battles in life.
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10:34 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Title: What I'm scared of
I'm scared of being lied to,
I can’t tell anyone what I'm feeling,
I can never say what's really important,
I just keep running away.
I'm scared of losing to others,
I'll do whatever I can to win,
I wish to keep a hold on all that I have,
I don't want to lose anything precious anymore.
I'm scared to facing reality,
I find confusion and frustration when I do,
I keep getting hurt over and again,
I seek solace in my own insanity.
I'm scared of losing myself,
I don't know what I should and shouldn't do,
I won't be able to gauge my limits,
I feel that I'd become a different person.
I'm scared of falling in love,
I fear the pain that I felt once before,
I'm afraid I'll be abandoned if I did,
I know I'm an idiot for thinking this way.
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11:34 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Title: So teach me!
I don't know happiness,
The indescribable joys of man,
The contentment of being alive,
So teach me!
I don't know sadness,
The pain of separation and loss,
The desperation of being forsaken,
So teach me!
The experience of happiness,
The knowledge of sadness,
They are beyond my understanding,
So teach me!
I'm waiting for a miracle,
For the thing you've prepared for me,
That lesson for my heart to learn,
So teach me!
Will I be trembling and crying?
Will my heartbeat be accelerating?
I want to comprehend my emotions,
So teach me!
I'll dedicate my heart to you,
For the days we spent together,
For everything you have given me,
So teach me!
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1:11 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Title: Pain Bearers
When you saw me in that dark corner,
You didn't stereotype me like the rest.
I don't know if you knew…
But I was watching you too…
When we spoke for the first time,
I was nervous beneath my cold exterior.
At the same time there was joy…
As well as supreme sadness…
When we talked about everything and nothing,
You noticed something didn't you?
Something you intuitively sensed…
The very moment you noticed me…
When I reached out to you,
I was held back by hesitation.
It was not the time…
It was my principle…
When you gazed at me you knew something,
You always had me at the corner of your eye.
What you noticed and sensed was that maybe…
Just maybe I was bearing the same pain as you…
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10:35 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Title: Being Loved While Loving
Being loved deeply by someone,
Gives you strength.
While loving someone deeply,
Gives you courage.
Being loved deeply by someone,
Grants you freedom.
While loving someone deeply,
Grants you happiness.
Being loved deeply by someone,
Comes with intimacy.
While loving someone deeply,
Comes with commitment.
Being loved deeply by someone,
Is accompanied with respect.
While loving someone deeply,
Is accompanied with humility.
Being loved deeply by someone,
Fosters communication.
While loving someone deeply,
Fosters trust.
Being loved deeply by someone,
Requires a softened heart.
While loving someone deeply,
Requires a faithful one.
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Hahas... I'm really letting the romantic side of me shine through this poem.
Erm... Just to clarify, there is a common misunderstanding on the definition of the word "romantic". Being romantic has actually nothing to do with doing sweet or thoughtful things for the one you love, although it does come naturally with romance.
Confused?
Let me give an analogy: Ming Yu drinking coffee has nothing to do with happiness although to him, happiness is a byproduct of drinking coffee.
So you see... being sweet and thoughtful comes with being romantic, but do not mean romantic by themselves.
So what is being romantic??
The Oxford dictionary states that: "It is an adjetive to describe someone who values emotion over form."
The ClayJar dictionary states that: "It is an adjetive to describe someone in love with being in love." (If you don't get it then think a little and it will come to you.)
Loving someone does NOT mean being able to look past their flaws. Instead, it is to see the person for who he/she is, while accepting and loving their flaws as well.
Oooooooook... ... I'm done with this little discussion about love, hahas... Hey, I actually posted something interesting for once ^_^V hahas...
Depending on the feedback, I may decide to continue discussing about relationships for awhile... not just BGR, but on relationships between people in general.
I still have a part for guys and another for girls... hahas... just tag me or MSN me about your thoughts^^
(NOTE: I'm mainly putting across my ideals here, which are also my standards for myself... but as I said... it's just me. So anyone is free to disagree if they want to^^ I am not trying to psycho people to follow my standards, just giving food for thought.)
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11:28 PM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Title: The Flow of Time
The flow of time,
Is like a long endless bridge,
That spans across a huge misty ocean.
On the bridge where the destination is unknown,
And even the path immediately before you unviewable,
We have walked steadily forward to advance.
Despite the uncertainty on the road forward,
No one is allowed to return from where they left,
We can only proceed upon the way shown to us.
There are things of the past we want to repair,
In order to alter the outcome of the future,
But that cannot be called repairing the past.
The flow of time would be destroyed and reformed,
And we will be living in a future we create ourselves,
The past can't be changed but lets repair our future now.
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4:25 PM
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Happy Birthday Yu Xian, Michelle and Ming Yi. It's not easy finding 3 people who have the same brithday you know? hahas... Here's a poem ^^
Title: Everything Will Be Okay In The End
As we live out our empty lives,
We started by being convinced,
That everything will be okay in the end,
Let us explore the possibility of this.
We seek out paths that define us,
And encounter failure along the way,
How can it be that everything will be okay?
Just remember that it is not yet the end.
Along with the cracks of failure,
We also briefly glimpse at the light of success,
Reaffirmed that everything will be okay,
We follow our path with renewed vigor.
Realize that your success is not only the end result,
But accompanied by the little things along the way.
Everything will be okay in the end,
If it's not okay then it's not the end.
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