Wednesday, January 6, 2010
I haven't cried in a long long time,
But I did so last night.
It caught me by surprise as well,
I didn't expect to succumb to my emotions this easily.
I thought that I had mastered my heart,
It turns out not to be the case.
It hurt much deeper than I had expected,
Perhaps it was due to too much hope?
But somewhere deep down inside my heart,
I had already given up a long time ago.
I was just being too stubborn I suppose,
Holding on when I should have let go.
But even after everything is said and done,
This is just part and parcel of life.
A long time ago I learnt that:
Despair can only be achieved after consistent and prolonged disappointment.
I reckon that I should just move on,
It's funny how that has been happening to me a lot recently.
This isn't a poem by the way,
I'll just end off with a quote by Vincent Valentine.
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Too much hope is the opposite of despair... an overpowering love may consume you in the end.
Labels: random stuff
Signing off at...
7:54 AM
