Sunday, May 17, 2009
A day has passed... went to church after chem tuition for Bible study... learnt a lot of new stuff which helps me better appreciate the Epistles^^
Hmm... still trying to get more people to go for Seoul Garden tmr... sigh... everyone's so busy... either that or their not feeling well... (like poor owl who maybe has food poisoning and poor Jon who has a sore throat)
I can't play WoW now... mainly because... MY COM KEEPS @#$% CRASHING EVERY TIME I TRY TO LOG IN!!!!!!!
*takes a deep, calming breath*
Ok I'm cool now... haiz... I get the feeling everything's crashing down on me no matter what I do... studies getting worse... old friends who have forgotten me... current friends who hate me... family doesn't understand me... I wanna die... but I'm just too much of a coward to commit suicide...
*laughs in irony*
I want to be loved... and to be the one loving someone else... that way... I can be whole again...
In a purely random note... here's the poem I wrote which won me 3rd place in the English Week's poetry writing competition
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Title: “Just as…”
Just as a cloud changes shape,
Will I change someday too?
Just as every breath I take,
Will I even be given a choice?
Just as the confusion of unrequited love,
Will my heart find peace?
Just as the pain of separation,
Will my soul ever heal?
Just as mist in the morning light,
Will my dreams vanish as well?
Just as the night will come,
Will I be consumed by darkness?
Just as the conflicts throughout history,
Will my disasters ever cease?
Just as the ripples in the water,
Will my feelings resonate to the world?
Just as poison runs its course,
Will my death come painlessly?
Just as a river flows,
So will my bloodied wrists.
Labels: poems, random stuff
Signing off at...
10:29 PM
