Monday, August 31, 2009
For those blur people who still don't know... my birthday was two sundays ago^^ hahas... you do the math^^. Let me give a summary on how I spent it.
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14/08/09 - Friday
Finally had the CCA farewell party, unfortunately since I had a prior appointment... I had to leave really soon... I met up with Yu Xian, Wei Xiong, Jie Hau, Chrisabel, Jing Quan and Jarold at City Hall... we went to eat at Aston's to celebrate my birthday dinner^^ hahas... really had a good time^^ as usual, people get freaked out when they discover that I eat my steak rare.
After that we went to Bugis to buy Kong Sheng's birthday present since his birthday was close to mine... the guys bought both our presents^^ hahas... I got a nice poser watch... We got Kong Sheng a watch and a wallet.
We ended off the day by going to watch "Where got ghost?" at the cinema...
15/08/09 - Saturday
Had a great birthday celebration at church, hahas... we celebrated mine and Kong Sheng's birthday at the same time^^ hahas... I was part of a skit for Kong Sheng... kaoz... my reputation shatter into a million pieces le^^ hahas...
16/08/09 - Sunday
Actual day of my birthday... wanna say thanks to the people who wished me happy birthday(in the order of who wished 1st):
thanks Bernice, Yu Yan, Samuel, Earnest, Jie Hau, Siras, Bryan, Debra, Kong Sheng, Yu Xian, Wei Xiong and Jie Kai^^ hahas... thanks you guys...
Didn't do much today... just went to tuition and cut hair... zzz... which no one noticed.
21/08/09 - Friday
Went to Jack's Place with Yu Yan who treated me to lunch^^
23/08/09 - Sunday
Went to Sakae Sushi with Bernice who treated me to lunch^^
31/08/09 - Monday
Went to Swensens with my brother whom I treated to lunch^^ (his birthday coming soon ma...)
Presents tally:
A watch from Yu Xian
A chair from Stephanie
A book from Jie Hau, titled: "I kissed dating goodbye"
A black notebook from Bernice
A birthday card from my brother
A drawing block full of well wishes and poliwags from my cell group
A deck of FF7-AC poker cards from Samuel
A Dawn of War book from Bryan
A bottle of body bath from Jie Kai
hahas... oooook... I hope I can update more frequently...
Once more... THANKS YOU GUYS!!!
Labels: random stuff
Signing off at...
8:00 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Title: Bonds
I have seen many bonds
The dark bond of despair
The filial bond of friendship
The voracious bond of vengeance
The jocund bond of joy
The lonesome bond of longing
The compassionate bond of concern
The needless bond of nihilism
The selfless bond of sacrifice
The horrible bond of hatred
But the rarest of them all,
Is the treasured bond of true love
Labels: poems
Signing off at...
10:30 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
Hi everyone... for this post I shall use the space I'm provided with to freak out about nearly everything. Please be warned that I'm just going through an "insane" phase which will merely last for the duration of this post. I'm sure you'd agree that we all go through that "crazy" phase at some point in life. Now is my turn.
It may or may not make any sense to anyone or including myself, but I'm doing this for the sheer heck of it. If you feel disturbed or weirded out after reading then please direct all your opinions to the imaginary friend to your left. Without further ado, I shall now begin.
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ARAGHHHHHH!!!!! My studies sucks... if I can't get into uni how?! DIE LA!!!!!! never mind, my dad told me that I can be a road sweeper hahas!!! Eh... but not bad what... society also needs road sweepers right? hahas... But seriously sia... if I can't get into university then how?!
WRAGAHHHH!!!!!! I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die *deep breath* I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die.... *another deep breath*... I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die!!!!!
sob sob... feel like crying sia... like no matter how much I revise also no use... oh no... my future's gonna be ruined and there's not a thing I can do about it! ARAGHHHH!!!! pathetic... useless... futile... everythings gone up in smoke... zzz...
Sianz... don't want to think about this le... hmm... now have more time for friends I've been neglecting... hahas... WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... I don't need any girl in my life to be happy^^ hahas... Even if start a relationship now 80% chance will break-up while I'm in NS anyway^^ so staying single now is the best choice^^ hahas... but still worried though... since I seem to attract guys more... if in NS I get raped how? scary sia... so many guys there who're deprived of female company... they turn their attention onto me then how?
Shoot... now I'm scaring myself... maybe I should get used to carrying a knife to sleep from now on... oh no... What if I'll never be able to get a girlfriend in future?! What if the only people I'll attract are guys?! What if I get raped?! What if I can't get married?! What if girls see that guys chase me then think I'm gay?! What if I never run out of what ifs?!
Scary right? sob sob... now I scare myself till I want a girlfriend le... sob sob... *hmm... I'm a very confused and messed up kid hahas...*
Hmm... my throat infection nearly recovered le... hahas... so happy^^ just in time too^^ my birthday coming le...
Some people are asking me, "When is it?"
My answer is "If you're really my friend then you should know."
They would usually reply, "If you won't say then we also won't know right?"
Then I'll retort, "I'm not that hyped up on the whole birthday thing anyway..."
The face I get is usually -_-lll
Hahas... but it's true... I really don't wanna proclaim my birthday for everyone to hear... but I know that I'll definately say my birthday at least once to each of my friends... if I'm really important to you then you'd remember what I've said... hahas... but no hard feelings if you can't remember... I won't blame anyone... hahas... my birthday is just another day on my calendar after all...
The day I was born is a day which I should feel depressed I think... because it's the day I'm brought into this fallen world of suffering and hate... How can I possibly look to this day with expectation?
But I'll admit... the friends who I love and love me in return... those who know my feelings of despair and therefore resolve to help me make this day a joy to me... I thank you from the bottom of my heart... you guys are the ones I'm living for after all^^
YOU GUYS ARE WHAT MAKE ME LAUGH AND CRY...
YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WILL...
YOU GUYS GOTTEN ME TO LOVE LIVING WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT...
YOU GUYS ONLY GIVE ME YOUR BEST...
YOU GUYS NETTLE ME TO KEEP ON STUDYING...
YOU GUYS EXPLAIN MY WRONGS TO ME...
YOU GUYS SUPPORT ME WHEN I'M LOOKING FOR TROUBLE...
YOU GUYS INDULGE WITH ME WHEN I'M LOOKING FOR TROUBLE TOO...
YOU GUYS XENOFY MY PASSION ON FFVII*note that I didn't say you're right in this case*
I LOVE YOU ALL... *even though there're only 4 of you hahas...*
Hahas... well... I gave a clue when's my birthday in the above section in all the caps... lets see if anyone can decipher^^ hahas... ok... I guess I'm done here... hahas... take care everyone
Labels: random stuff
Signing off at...
9:18 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009
Title: I May...
I may feel worthless,
I may become plagued by depression,
But I know I'm important to someone.
I may feel abandoned,
I may become overwhelmed by loneliness,
But yet someone will always be there for me.
I may feel self-loathing,
I may become consumed by self-hatred,
But I am certain that someone loves me.
Labels: poems
Signing off at...
9:09 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
Having high fever now... went to the doctor yesterday... turns out it's due to a throat infection(no blood test, sianz)... soooo I guess no harm done hahas... got MC for 2 days... but I hope I can get well by today^^ hahas... had a horrible sleep last night though... whole body felt so cold... like being in a freezer like that... hmm... missing in-line skating today... sigh...
Labels: random stuff
Signing off at...
9:47 AM
