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Monday, January 11, 2010
A Loving Heart


Title: A Loving Heart

My heart will no longer be straying
Now I live life aligned to calling

Storms will surely come void of warning
Leaving me behind twisted burning

Friends will speak to me concerning
All my world to ashes turning

Even with endless suffering
Let my lips cry out in blessing

I lean not on my own understanding
But put trust the Lord’s higher planning

Let my mind be transformed by renewing
Never again to this world conforming

My light against the darkness glowing
A beacon to all the lost despairing

Though my passing life may be fleeting
It doesn’t make it less worth living

Every new day I will be praying
That my weak heart can keep on loving
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Wow... I think this is the 1st time I wrote a poem that actually rhymes. Hahas... just a little thought I had when I wrote it...

Poems to me are just my way of illustrating and venting my emotions... some people have gaming, some sports, some work, some cut themselves, some cry, some rage... I have poems hahas...

I was thinking of my world going up in flames and everything burning to ashes. General suffering and torment hounding me every waking moment and nightmares intrude my mind in slumber. But I chose to continue living righteously and happily. And to do that is to simply love life. No matter what storms come my way, this is the only life I have, and I refuse to give in to despair and waste away the sands of time in my life especially on things I have no control over.

I think I'll give a little discussion on the circles of control we have in our life in the next post... it's gonna be good... because it's something I need to hear as well hahas... I'll give a little preview:

As a guy I face pressures in life that I cannot escape from, such as being a defender of the people close to me, or going to NS, or being a good role model for my younger brother. Some things I cannot escape from and even if I feel unprepared to face it, it is beyond my control.

So what the heck am I supposed to do?


Hahas... I'll continue in the next post.
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