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Saturday, February 19, 2011
汝星


汝星

合拍的 两人的脚步声
与远方逐渐传来的 冬之音重叠


并肩得美丽的 两个人影
春天相遇的你 稍微长高了一些


共享相同当下的我们却梦见了不同的明天
「这样也无所谓」微微笑着
你的笑容看起来却太难过


几乎像是自豪般的 什么都做不到
想要待在你身边 只能如此希望


即使一切 都消失不见了
我们此刻找到的事物
永远在此地
不断闪闪发光


相触的指稍 流入的温度
与你合而为一 唯一的瞬间


熟悉的街道 始终不变的我
被放置遗忘于 流逝而去的季节之中


我们在分离的世界 假装着相互理解
直到能伸手碰触到那颗星星的日子到来之前
还需要堆叠多少思念呢


几乎像要满溢而出般地 爱着你
向黎明前刻的星星们 深深祈愿


纵使一切 终将消失而去
残留到最后 唯一的
微弱光芒
是我们所找到的答案


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Friday, February 11, 2011
Weird Dreams




Been having weird dreams recently, dreams that somehow always end up with me getting killed.

There's one where I was chased through a forest, I was running for several hours when I reached a rock wall. With no where to run I tried to climb it, I was nearly to the top when my strength gave out and I fell down to the earth, probably with my head squashed.

There's another where I saw the faces of my friends around me, we were all captured and held hostage. We were told that if we would sacrifice one of us they would let the rest go. I was betrayed when the rest volunteered me, but strangely I didn't feel afraid or angry. I looked at my friends and smiled as a knife cut my throat. Though I died, I felt peace knowing that my friends could escape.

There's this dream where I was forced to fight in a war, as a soldier I charged enemy lines with my M-16 rifle with my squad. We were following our commander when he got shot in the head by the enemy, in the confusion we were killed one by one and eventually, I died too.

Not sure what all these mean, but I bet it has something to do with what I'm reading now hahas... probably should cut down on war stories, or at least sleep a little earlier :P

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Sunday, February 6, 2011
I Wanna Be Your World


Title: I Wanna Be Your World

Someday I will tell you,
Do you remember this little wish?
Outside my broken memories,
It feels like a dream I can't wake up from.

I look at what lies before your eyes.
I never seem to understand it but,
What's your outlook on the world?
Are you aware that,
I wanna be your world.
(I wanna be your world)

My feelings want to reach you,
But they are interrupted by a cold wall.
I fear that it's something that can't be changed.
This scenery melts down.

The moonlight shines upon you,
An unbreakable light, just like your shadow.
I always said, "I can't get close to you!"
My tears fade away,
I wanna be your world.
(I wanna be your world)

This distance between you and me doesn't make sense,
This far, far sky is collapsing.
I see the stars falling from it,
And your figure disappearing too.

Just a little more to pierce through this glass wall,
I reach out my hand to touch you.
A rain of stardust falls upon us,
And it becomes one
(I wanna be your world)

I look at what lies before your eyes.
I never seem to understand it but,
What's your outlook on the world?
Are you aware that,
I wanna be your world.
(I wanna be your world)

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Thursday, February 3, 2011
Slow week



Not much of a week, finally managed to see my parents after 2 weeks (largely due to insane weekend duties).

Been listening to some love songs like "I Wanna Be Your World" and "Soundless Voice".

"I Wanna Be Your World" is about someone wants to convey that she loves someone, but everytime she tries, it's like a wall blocking her way... and after awhile, the distance between her and her love increases and eventually he fades away... but she still wants to be important to him (to be his world).

"Soundless Voice" is about a man who finds the girl he loves dead in a snow storm. Even then, he still yearns to hear her voice once more and cries as he waits for a miracle. Time passes and it became clear no miracle would happen, when he realizes that, he took comfort in the snow. Asking it to take him to her. And with that he dies.

I don't know about you, but personally the cold weather is getting to me. But there're memorable moments to be had in it too... Like drinking hot coffee while trying to keep warm... Sigh... not like the picture above though... I drank my Starbucks Latte alone.

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